Hi Kaspian. I don't know you but I encourage you all the same. What you said, "The thing is, sometimes in life you let yourself down and ignore the consequences, and that's what happened to me". This has/will happen to all of us eventually. We don't foresee what could happen at the time and yes this has happened to me also. So do not feel alone in what you have to deal with. There are many in the same boat as you. I wish you all the best.
For Sayonara, literally translated, 'Since it must be so,' of all the good-bys I have heard is the most beautiful. Unlike the Auf Wiedershens and Au revoirs, it does not try to cheat itself by any bravado "Till we meet again". But Sayonara says neither too much nor too little. It is a simple acceptance of fact. All understanding of life lies in its limits. All emotion, smoldering, is banked up behind it. But it says nothing. It is really the unspoken good-by, the pressure of a hand so... "Sayonara Kaspian !"
oh mate kaspian,i have to be honest in this replay right now,its true i play anni alot and im admin there,i have been playing with tons of anni players,farming and stuff,i also play everyday with boucenna01 because i love playing with him most friendly guy you could ever meet if u know how to talk with him, anyway,talking with you on teamspeak and playing with you as nexus defender was the most fun <3,your raging moments and stuff,em fluffy guy ,hope i can play with u anni again bro,you are funny and good guy,you just f*ked up sometimes but its k,because everyone does have fun in your future kaspian,hope i can talk with you again <3
a trip always has a start but always will end unfortunatly sad to see u go ma friend :/ another awesome player leaves what do we have left