Recently ive been really stressed, do to irl stuff, and then i would come on minecraft looking for fun and to feel happy, and it only makes me more stressed, i love minecraft pvp and building is a side thing to me, pvp is 70% of why i play minecraft, and i am always trying to get better, or be better than someone, but recently it seems like im not getting any better... it seem like im getting worse, and it stresses me out. Recently i lagged out on GC factions as SOON as i jumped into warp pvp, and immediately died to some randy. This ALWAYS happens to me on GC and for that reason i told myself i wouldent ever pvp on GC, but thats why i play the game and i couldent stay away from it, so i jumped in and died... it made me so stressed i smashed my mouse on my desk like 5 times and bam it broke... the left click button dosent work yet everything else does. As im writing this thread im still stressed... idk if im going to try to get a job and buy a new mouse, or just stop playing games all together and focus on school which is coming up (school will only stress me more...) all together this game has turned from a happy place to a stress maker... its not helping me at all
lol im broke, plus it probally wont help, the first thing my hand is on is my mouse and laptop so thats what usually gets messed up when i get this mad
lel its not simply over a video game, i said in the thread its some irl stuff too... but yea feelsbadman